| | so i lied, i've lied to everyone... i'm not ok. this happy go lucky ryan that you know doesn't exist. i'm not ok i just tell you that because thats what you want to hear. everyday i wake up broken and a little closer to done. i break down on almost a daily basis now, its been on the increase. i seem confident, but i doubt my every decision. everything i do, everywhere i am reminds me and tears me down a little more. i've never been so close, but i'm so tired, oh so tired. my life shattered and every time i try to start piecing it back together, it breaks into smaller pieces. i'm not as strong as you think SO STOP FUCKING RELYING ON ME!! this isn't some quiet plea for help, i don't want help, i know the downward spiral and will either slow the descent or stop trying to. i'm sorry, i'm sorry i lied, i'm sorry i still can't tell you and will continue with this lie until it becomes a truth or it breaks me. i've failed everyone, i've failed myself, i've failed my love. i've failed and i'm sorry...
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| | Posted 8/24/2007 1:55 AM - 8 Views - 0 eProps - 0 comments
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